listening to my hard rocker music
isnt helping
making me flyyyy higher

this is totally crazyy
its like i am sitting on the edge of my skin.
on the top of a building
leaning over the side
feeling the breeze
saying
"you'll just float to the bottom"
look what youve done
bitch
fucked up another life
pushing
pushing
some of them cant take it
some of them break
just like when you lean to far over the edge.....

idc wat #

My imaginary HL. well its coming to existance.
I need it. I need a HM. I waited an hour and a half to get my phone back.
I get there i am with Cig and some other kid and Lit Beast is there. We are like we want our phones back, the lady was like you have to wait.let me finish all this and i dont know if i will get done with it today. and i am leaving at 4:30 whether i get to it or not...
Lit Beast was walks to me puts her hand on my shoulder and says Im sorry i had to do this. I was like ok.... she walks away. she is #1 on HL. then South's administration. all of them. well maybe not new guy because he seems to be workin good for the school. but everyone else is dead. I didnt get my phone back. I wont be coming to school tomorrow i have AP exam so that means i have to A:explain to my mom why i dont have my phone B:borrow someones to call my parents all tomorrow C:go back to school tomorrow and wait again for my phone and i will not be letting them have it over the weekend they can kiss my shiny white ass.end of story.

This is complete and total shit. it was the last 5 minutes of class. lit beast said she saw me using it then y didnt she take it up then? she went in my purse to get it..thats trespassing. and then now apparently im getting written up for this. i was doing nothing but checking the time. i feel so naked..pissed, and emotional.i havent told silent yet and i really dont want to tell CEO. this is just what i need. Ive already been written up once for " cheating" my freshman year, when i wasnt. and now i have this which makes me look like a total fucking liar and shit and its fucking gay. Its ridiculious. I thought the school couldnt take your phone in the first place i guess they can when it involves testing. Thanks (a.m.] for helping out 4th period. and Boots too but asshold in office said she couldnt just give us our phones because she also had to give us our consequences.whatever the fuck that is going to be. I havent done anything, so i guess just give me my fucking refferal i will serve your gay ass detention and then i will blow up the school =]. nah jk.i will in my mind 189 days left there. then CEO is looking into a job there....... lordy. there are these temptations right now, looking me in the eye...this bottle of pain killers.i dont know what to do. i want to take a handful. i want to just leave.. i hate everything. i hate people.ive always hated people. there are 7 days left of school wat the fuck is wrong with everyone. why am i crying about this. i knew things were to good to be true...

.017

My poor brand new Book. has been assalted. Poor baby book had only been written twice. VOCAB made me do it. I wanted to sit next to ten ton and his huge ass is sitting next to her..Therefore Kris had to come out. Beat the fool with the book. Kicked em and he still trys to win. Crank held me back allowing him one free shot to the rock hard tummy. :P lol. and i was like grrrrr. lemme at em!! i really dont have my stuff to do my APUSH project stuff i guess i will do that before i leave for the sleepover tonight. Im so happy CEO said yes. O and we must call Sweetness tonight. I have to give him prom details...wowo i almost wrote porn details. :P jeez.

Until tonight girlies.

.016

I have come to the conclusion that Classic needs two alterego names.
Like Ms. (p.m.], Iesha Skyy, and Madison

They need to be well...
Ill put in the book. I have some to say. :P

Tonight was really interesting.

(p.m.] is COMING TOMORROW!!!!

.015

So tonight and well i guess this morning has been great.
i totally have a lunch date with Speedo and then a real date with Sweetness. Its going to be a fun weekend. I have had major crush on Sweetness for the longest time, and we tried the dating thing it just wasnt the right time. and i deff think something is going to happen this time. With Speedo its weird. I mean yes I like him or liked him.. i think liked. the past tense fits better. Well its like hes my older brother now bc he was talking to me while i was talking to Sweetness and he was like i gotta check this kid out i want to meet him. So me being the smart person i am said just friend request him.derr. so he does and "facebook stalkes" him.lol. and then tells me after about 30 minutes of talking to him, that Sweetness passed his test. So yes i am excited to go see my brother for lunch, because all girls know the lunch date is 0nly friend material. So yeah,more later i tired.

.014

"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you."

Truth springs from argument amongst friends.- David Hume

You have made known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence. - Psalms 16: 11.

It is the ones you can call up at 4:00 a.m. that really matter. - Marlene Dietrich

A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked. - Bernard Meltzer

.013

(p.m.] you are always welcome at my house you know this. (a.m.] and I will always be there for you so dont fret. the numbers and emails are in the book. in yearbook, Boots is getting her blog ready and i think we are all ready to read what she has to say..

[more later]

later-12.52
ten ton is getting...i should say has been out of control for a while now..ever since she got the car.idk wat to do wit that child. she is deff a child. she needs someone to dish it to her and i was so tempted to just go ape-shit on her ass in fifth period but i dont think that would have been very lady-like of me. plus we were takin a quiz.would not have been pretty. she thinks by ignoring me that it hurts me. well it does not. i am completely fine with it...its funny whenever i explain the situation people agree with me. Auburn did.Crank did. (a.m.] and (p.m.] do. Lover says she doesnt care bc shes not going to prom. its funny. her group of people that we both hang out with are going to leave..just like they did in 6th grade when i told her off bc of the same reason.thinking she is all high and mighty and its not cool.

[again more later]

.014

So here is my "workout" lol
100 crunches
20 pushups

to be done very night in increasing incriments. =]

gettin the body back :P

.012

WOOOO!

Classic has a date for prom!!

Okay theres the convo. I am mucho excited for tomorrow AND anymone planning to ruin is getting a beat down!@

Jared
Kristen!
9:28pmKristen
Jared!!! :D hey
9:29pmJared
:-D how are you dear?
9:30pmKristen
better that i get to talk to you ;) lol. i jsut finished my math project
how was all that hw yest
9:31pmJared
hahaha same here. Its always better when kristen is around. you finished your project! high five! man it was bad. i stayed up forever.
9:33pmJared
but that usually ends up happening with my terrible case of AP (advanced procrastination)
how was your day?
9:34pmKristen
hahahhhaa
it wasnt that great. idk wat was up.prolly bc it was tuesday and i didnt wanna have to deal wit some ppl
wish it would have been wed so coulda been at church tonight
9:36pmJared
awww im sorry. it felt like a monday to me. it was LOONNNNGGG. well theres always tommorow for church right?
9:38pmKristen
yes there is and i indeed on making it a good day. ima dress up and be positive and make weekend plans and be wonderful. *self-pep talk* lol and get to see you all in one day.
9:40pmJared
i think i have an idea to make it even better.
9:41pmKristen
What?
9:42pmJared
hahahaha...*.hmmm....should i tell her now?........naaaa ill keep her in suspense.*
9:42pmKristen
JARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME
PLEASE!!! :D
9:45pmJared
hmmmmm. ill give you a hint. it has two parts to it. one involves sugar and the other involves me getting really nervous. hahahaha
9:45pmKristen
Ummmmmm.....
WHAT??? :) i think me and you are ova the nerves...at least with you i am :P lol.
9:49pmJared
do you really wanna know? okay well its totally gonna give it away.....buutt...just so i dont totally embarass myself: Do you have a date for prom yet?
9:49pmKristen
of course i totally wanna know. :) I dont have a date.
9:51pmJared
Well i think you can guess what the me getting all nervous about tommorow is about then. *wink* *wink* hahaha but youll just have to wait about the sugar part. ;-)

.012

in comment to 40 six
(p.m.] i feel the exact same here.
there are a lot of things i feel that i cant share with CEO and silent because
1) they are the rents
2) they would over-react
3) they would have this "trust" thing

lately there is this one thing really bothering me..i mean i feel horrible.
i cant even bring myself to tell you two or the rents and i dont want to admit
it at all.i want to make it just dissappear, like it never happened but i dont know
if it will be that easy. I've looked at a lot of sites to educate me more but i still have no
idea what to do....



as of this moment
-i tried to get CEO and silent on a date this weekend
CEO said he wasnt very fun
i will be fixing this
-Sweetness has been brightening my night with every few minutes.
he is the best guy ever. You two would love him. Therefore i think
i will have to bring you to meet him one wednesday night =]
-I have finished Donk's project!! like BAM!!

.011

All i have to say tonight is that i am glad i an deff not in you twos bloggin wars. i would deff be losing and so i would go and write like one word per post. making me look pretty retarted therefore i wont because i dont wanna feel like quarter. :P

i am debating or not to txt beads because i am really sick of this angry look that happens when he sees me.ok yes i dumped ya hon but get over it. its going to happen and your GOING TO HAVE TO see me around school so just get over it.

thats all im going to be nice and clean for soccer.because im nice like that.

.010

Today has been weird since i found out..and i have been analyzing their moves and eye contact and even words,looks toward each other. I want to play matchmaker. They really have no choice in the match however. I want them to love each other again. I want to make it special for them. Therefore i have devised a plan. I am going to plan a date night for them every month, whether they want it or not. They need the time together. I will get candles,make wonderful dinners, or send them to some restuarant. I have also thought up "the notebook" for them. They will each have their own. and write down thoughts,feeling,wants, needs, anything. They won't get to see the others book,i will. I will write "clues" so to say for them for each of their dates, to get them on a topic, or remind them of what got them together in the first place. this whole mission is :From Roomates to Lovers (FRL)

.009

So today was okay until i came home

-woke up at 6:50 for lovely SAT
-got out of SAT at 12:45
-picked up lover and auburn
-went to firehouse subs
-auburn got picked up and so did florida
-me and lover went to borders
-got a SAT book ( inspiration from (p.m.])
-went to Target
-went to kolhs to get the dang security thing off my dress
-came home (5)
-went to find the lent brush in CEO's room in stead i found her diary
of course i read it i couldnt help it. i read and with each page that turned i swear i cried harder. i cant even look at silent.its so hard.CEO is gone with Germany to some wedding shower and wont be back til sometime. and so i sat there and read in the bathroom hallway. i cried over every word written. CEO hates silent. She wrote,"go to hell" and that she was looking into a divorce and who to call,insurance things, lawyers, and whether not me and soccer would hate her for it. it told of silent being an addict and how she hated it. she hated how he wouldnt talk and how he lied and how she hated not being able to communicate..she wrote,"I wish i was married to the man who thought i was the love of his life ." that made me start ballin. omg you guys deff no i dont cry.but this is hard for me to find out because from the outside you would never be able to tell. they even went to therapy but she didnt want it to work. she hates him. she doesnt have confidence in herself, she says she wants someone to talk to and to not judge her."i would give anything if my partner would think i am the most special person in the world." "my worst trait is that i am insecure. i am afraid of being hurt, left alone.i regret not dating more and getting more relationship expeireence.finding out who i was before i decided to get married." i just want to just run to CEO and give her the biggest hug, she also wrote something along the lines of am i doing the best for the girls? i want her to know that i am always here to talk. i also need to add that this was dated 2003-2006 but still i hope she doesnt feel this way. CEO is the strongest woman i know alongside 3000. it was hard to read that she felt insecure. i want to give her the best. i want her to know she has done a damn good job..

.008

So i have come ton the conclusion that i need to get the dictionary and names lists done this weekend.

Omg so today was like the best..Wait except the time from 6:45 am - 2:10 pm haha this whole school thing. I had like 4 tests.GAY AS HELL..or should i say gayer than phat tuesday. :P hehe. So after school me and lover went to Donk's room and meet (p.m.] there. We kinda learned..it was hard with lover there we were just havin to much fun.lol. After that we go with lover's mom and she was bitchin to lover about losin her phone and then finding it..We get to lover's house and she has to practically clean out her purse to find the keys to get in.it was a mess. Umm we talked about schedules, and about how ten ton LIED to me and is still smoking. i called her and said how dare you lie to me and asked her if she saw how i treated lover when she was smoking..She is therefore put on silent treatment until further notice.i will be directing her to smoking blog. wen i called i found out Appearance and Bouche got her to try dip, which is one of the most disguisting thing in the whole world. When CEO and Germany pick me and (p.m.] up and we go to Zaxby's .yum food. we have some time after that and we go to Kolhs apprently our favorite place in the world. (p.m.] have the same taste in clothing so it was really quite fun!! We tried on some fun stuff. We walked around and looked at shoes..apprently our NEW ADDICTION! and decided WE girls (( classic, (a.m.], & (p.m.] )) are going to have a date night. get all dressed up and go to dinner then walk around the mall and go try on clothes. :P It will be great. We will get all the stares and it will be lovely!! =]

Ok Girls til tom. I have the lovely SAT tomorrow. 7:45AM in the FREAKIN MORNING!!!! JEEZ!

DONE

The deed has been DONE!!!
([as(p.m]put it]) ! I was done with his immaturity and childness and took care of it. What does he do call his cousin. What does his cousin do? calls ten ton and (p.m]. Honey this is between me and you deal with me first before you go to MY FRIENDS and try and find out what is going on. Hmph. Am I sad? Hell No! Just a lil worried about the prom date now.lol. :P

007.

So i love (p.m]'s breakdown of the past week. This weekend for me has been WONDERFUL!!!! I wish you guys could have come. Let's see a few things happened.

1.I shared the Gospel with ten ton and she accepted. =] i will post the convo later.
2.All i did was text,"i love you" to affair and she "came back to me" so to say.
3.affair is again lover
4.This is bad but Im happy that im letting "beads" go.
5.There were SOOO many Hotties at the Christian Conference i went to.
6.I got to really talk to and get back to knowing one of my good friends "Clubbin"
8.I was a total and major flirt. :P

I am pretty exhausted however; yesterday we got back to the church at 11:45pm and then went to iHop for 2 hours. got back to church at 1:45am, played war with some people til 2 then went to sleep on the hard floor at 2:30ish. Then we had to get up at 7!! Got up, got in the car bc me and "Liberty" are lazy and didnt want to walk to chicky-lay, and she backed up way to fast and backed into another car! went to chicky-lay went back to church told the girl whose car it was and she was like is there any damage,no, and she was like ok im glad you told me.it was awesome. loaded onto the bus at 8:45am and went back to the world congress center. at the center we had some more praise and learned some things and were challenged to share the Gospel with someone we knew didnt know Jesus Christ.I texted ten ton and we had a convo.This is where me and her talk about at that time affair and talking about how things went down.I then texted affair.we went to the CNN center for lunch. me and "clubbin" were pretty much inseperable and we went and had chinese where he was approached by a homeless man who asked if it was the line for food and he was like yeah way back there-->((o i should mention the conference had 3,500 teenagers involved!)) we got our food and sat with four entertaining 6th graders and just let them talk and we argued and it was a great time. Now we go back to our seats at the conference for an hour for a skit session and then they let us out to evangelise and to collect canned food.Affair texted me back and said she hated that i was mad at her and that she stopped smoking and she loved me too(her name changes here). In my group of four i was the oldest- the first house we went to was an older couple and we went up and asked if she had cans and she said im sorry i dont ive been cleaning up since its only us.so the other three in my group are like ok thanks and i say before we leave is there anything you would like us to pray for you about. She looks at me and says actually yes. i have found out two of my friends have cancer.And we dont know if he is going to make it. His name is Mike. So I look at this woman, I can tell these people she is talking about are important to her, she started tearing up..I said we will pray for them or would you like us to pray with you now? We prayed with her. It was really exciting. Just the smallest of impact. Well we continue around this neighborhood, its time to go so we hit up The Varsity. In my opinion its a grease fest. grossness. But we went anyway. After that a final drive to the conference center and its the final recap of the weekend. It was a great experience i think i got more out of it than i have in the three years of going. Well thats just a cap on my weekend. ill write more later.Im bout to pass out.OO and this is bad im excited to let beads go..haha thats horrible, but i am.bye bye.

006.

[Lit Beast's class]
Blog life that’s where its at. (a.m] and (p.m} have deff been off as long as I have and it’s really quite sad because we all have the most important things to say. “The book” is probably the biggest factor of why none of us have updated lately. It is the best thing that has happened in a while [at least pour moi]. I guess I needed the book to let some things go… Lit Beast keeps walking around to check our progress on this beastly junior paper. (a.m] and moi are looking at each other like she’s nuts because we have decided it will be done at home in the comfort of our own time. (a.m] hope you feel better honey. We miss you here; although Lit Beast prolly would have gotten all red in the face over the amount of work done on this paper so its good you stayed home. “ You were suppose to bring in the whole written copy of your rough draft. That is what was due today.”-Lit Beast to Prof who is sitting right next to me. I never really noticed how funny she is until we where sitting here in this gay ass class typing or not typing about anything. HA Lit Beast just said save your work. I think not. Not with this nonsense I have just created out of the abyss of my un-intellectual mind. I have no need for the gibberish that has just flown out of my mind to the typing fingers to the reading eye. Its funny.. just let your fingers go and see what is typed. I mean have an idea of what will be said but damn you never know.=]

[Home]
So I have some not to happy news... Pretty much throughout these past couple of days I have been analyzing my past and present relationships. Girlfriends,Boyfriends, Friends in general And you know what I have come to the conclusion that i dont like some of them; Like there was nothing there in the first or second place, Yet I have managed to still hold on to them.[[TBC]]


Random thought
O yeah Im starting a pet peeves thing.
-Losers who write: K, Okay, Hey Baby...in a text and expect a in depth response
-Calling 50 million times in one minute.If I dont answer the 1st or 2nd time Im not planning on answering
-Them slow ass people who walk in the middle of the hallways
-When people touch me when I have my head down or have told them to stop touching me
- [TO BE CONTINUED]

005.

So i thought (a.m] was going to have a massive blogfest...
and its not ready yet. So i guess i am forced to wait...
I think i will go until then...

004.

So today was totally awkward. I mean i figured it would be but wow, im glad its over. I know its just going to keep getting worst until it can get better.LoverAffair and I didnt talk at all. I stuck to my plan. Ten tons texted him in class and apparently they were talking about me and i dont care.I mean yes id like to know what they were saying but hey i knew they were talking about me in the first place now didnt i? So now i am talking to Sweetness and its making me feel better because I havent been. I asked him so things about PROM . We have decided as our "secret" that we are each others back-ups. I like love this kid. Hes been there for me through so much and im glad hes one of my best guy friends. He telling me about his indesicive behavior about that "one girl" he's going to ask to his prom and then cheering me up about Beads and how hes an idiot.

I came to the conclusion today that someone has stolen $48 from me from tuesday morning to this afternoon and there are only a few people that had access to my purse.I am quite upset about it. I know i shouldnt be having that much at school anyway but Damn, the person had to go in my purse, then pull out my wallet, and then flip through to the money. Thats one sly ass person and Im going to figure out who it was.

I totally finished the swim yearbooks today and they look awesome! I cant wait to see everyones faces tomorrow when they get them because thats the WHOLE reason i do this. It makes me happy and everyone else too.OK homework noww...ugh. i dont wanna go to Lit.Beast tom and work on that paper. or even to Smidty's class.

004.

Well I confronted one of those "smokers" today. She immediately tried to walk away and i was like no get back her and talk to me! It really turned into me yelling at her, I dont regret it. I wouldnt take it back. I want it hurt. I want her to really look at this. She said, " I dont care what other people think." My reply to that, " You dont care what I think? Im your best friend." To this she had no reply. I am still upset; Its been about 30 minutes since and I am still shaking. I told her between us its over until she figures herself out. Drastic times, call for drastic measures.

OK. Other than that instance today was good-ish. I was mad i missed out on iHop's free pancake day but I had a test so I couldn't skip :( So now I am sitting at my house, listening to Dead and Gone by T.I. and working on the swim yearbook. It is quite the project but I enjoy it. Its a good reminder of the season (well what times we had and photographed), and its fun to see what everyone writes. I love my team. Sen10rs 2010!! Hell yea

003.

Addiction-Compulsive physiological and psychological need for a habit-forming substance

This post is not about me. I have no addiction..well this kind anyway :P

But this is not funny a funny not its quite serious.

Apparently the people i surround myself with are all idiots, with the exception of (a.m] and (p.m] and some other poeple but no one reads but the important people. the ones mentioned. =]

I am not in the mood. I am about to rip a few certain peoples heads off right now. Damn cancer sticks. Messin everything and one up. I was informed this past weekend that some of my very close friends have picked this stick up and began to breath in its "lovely" aroma. When i was told, I became this HULK so to say. I am so very anti-smoker. I told them to not smoke around me and they have not done so far. However I knew that as soon as I left theyd light it up. I know the effects, the dangers. My grandfather died from them. He was my role model, he was there for me when i was little, I didn't get to say good-bye. He started smoking when he was our age. From the time i knew him to the time he pasted he had a cig. I was little then, Im big now. The effects on the man i admired most has made me so passionate about this topic. I want to tell these children (which is what they are) what they are doing is soo wrong. The thing that what they thinks makes them look cool, or feel so high and mighty is horrible. Its death in a fuzzy warm jacket.

-there are app. 4000 different toxic chemicals in cigarettes
- Nicotine reaches the brain within 10 seconds after smoke is inhaled. It has been found in every part of the body and in breast milk.
-Carbon monoxide binds to hemoglobin in red blood cells, preventing affected cells from carrying a full load of oxygen.
-Cancer-causing agents in tobacco smoke damage important genes that control the growth of cells, causing them to grow abnormally or to reproduce too rapidly.
-Smoking affects the function of the immune system and may increase the risk for respiratory and other infections.
-There are several likely ways that cigarette smoke does its damage. One is oxidative stress that mutates DNA, promotes atherosclerosis, and leads to chronic lung injury. Oxidative stress is thought to be the general mechanism behind the aging process, contributing to the development of cancer, cardiovascular disease, and COPD.
-The body produces antioxidants to help repair damaged cells. Smokers have lower levels of antioxidants in their blood than do nonsmokers.
-Smoking is associated with higher levels of chronic inflammation, another damaging process that may result in oxidative stress.

-each year over 430,000 people die as a result of a smoking related disease.

I cant see why with so many risks one could STILL want to take that one puff..What drives you to it? Get away from it, pull away from the addiction. I don't want to LOSE y'all too... But I am going to stick to my fight. Going to give you the run down on how i feel about it and let you take it. I am going to walk away, keep my head high about what i said and meant, and not talk to you. You were given fair warning and if you fall back then its over.

Thats my speall for today. Enjoy your edumacation about smoking and its effects.

The opposite sex.

Boys.
So I actually have a topic today, i would say tonight but it is morning.
Anyway... So why is it that whenever a guy comes over and his friend has to come and there is another girl there that they feel its okay for them to "hook-up". Well i dont like being in that situation. I was put in it tonight, while i was at my wifes house. her boyfriend comes over and his friend comes well the couple is together and then me and the other kid are sitting there like greaatt... The boys want to get in the hottub and me and wifey are like uh...fine. so we get in and typical guys.. Couple is together and that is to be expected, then the other kid is like "I need to get a girlfriend fast."" life is great single." "are you single"-directed at me and im like "no.i have a boyfriend thanks.He's black." Not that skin color matters or anything, but then this other guy is like "O. So is he your first? You like black guys?" I reply well apperently I like black guys and no he's not my first." But it was the matter of the fact that he asked and that he thought he would get wit me, when I HAD NO INTENTION!! This topic will of course be added to but I have to sleep. =]

002. cont.

So I'm at home.
Where i don't want to be.
I called my dad to see if I could go dress looking with skinny.He said no.
all because i apperently knew the seminar was that one thursday and my mom made a doctors appointment for me and i went. That seminar is now weighing pretty heavy on my already low grade in this AP class and its just making life lovely. I hate those things. I might was well not go because I am much more the writer than the speaker; even if my thoughts are scattered here. So i was asked if i had anything to do this weekend by my mom yesterday and i said no nothing...yet. I have no idea what is going to happen now. she hasnt seen my alg2 grade either. :/
I dont want to be at home
I dont want to do nothing
But i don't want to "study" or have anything to do with school.
I want there to be a break time right now. hmph. so there.
Itd be nice if junioritis would go away maybe id have the choice to do something.

with this whole parent thing; so like my wifey and skinny bitch are just like yell at them they wont know what to do and just give you what you want...but they know my rents are different if i ever yelled back at them i dont think id be alive to tell the tale. i mean i have respect for them, but jeez isnt it my choice to fuck up my life. this is the period in which you have to find yourself and find whats important to you and what you prioritize.

~Let me have the room to breath~

002.

So i sitting here in guided study wit my skinny bitch and my boyfriend. And its really quite lame i mean i should be doing something productive like studying my AP since im failing :( but no i have toni do my french homework instead and i sit her and do what ever i please. I have now found that lit beast has officially KILLED!! A Raison in the Sun. I mean if i read the book the whole way through like my (a.m) then i would enjoy it. OK so how the hell does she the lit beast go off and tell (a.m.) that she cant use dialect and different tone and then have Exuberant Gay Boy just go all out today reading his part! like wat the hell! I was like wooooww..It doesnt really matter now though or even then because i wasnt even paying attention ((writing notes to toni and (p.m.) )) Yeah im deff. on a spaztic writing i dont do the whole scripted mess.
(pm) So i cant wait for this coming tuesday! Woo! Free pancakes!! hell yeas i think as long as my mom is in good mood ima ask her if i can actually go. if not im going anyway! :PP Im kinda excited for those pancakes now. I member the last time we went, hahah. almost getting caught by my mom, the iHop lady talkin to us and Manwhore.just thats all. hahaha. So i know this is crazy and messy but ima just leave it. maybe ill fix it later. prolly not. silly boyfriend is talkin about going to Mardi Gras and skinny bitch is sayin shed flash people and thatd id be there with her doing it too. o well shes prolly right. Hahah I love everybody do all my homework. :D


~Home is where the heart is, mine just happens to be in water~

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So apparently I have been drugged into this "Blog world" with my most favorite black girls in the world. (am) and (pm). You have no idea who they are but they are indeed my morning and night. :) They teach me the meanings. They keep this crazy white girl in check..or I should said at least try too until I pull them under with me ;)

(am) Like really where not to start with you?
(pm) Really this cant end..

More to follow but right now, homework to tend to and life to endure....