listening to my hard rocker music
isnt helping
making me flyyyy higher

this is totally crazyy
its like i am sitting on the edge of my skin.
on the top of a building
leaning over the side
feeling the breeze
saying
"you'll just float to the bottom"
look what youve done
bitch
fucked up another life
pushing
pushing
some of them cant take it
some of them break
just like when you lean to far over the edge.....

idc wat #

My imaginary HL. well its coming to existance.
I need it. I need a HM. I waited an hour and a half to get my phone back.
I get there i am with Cig and some other kid and Lit Beast is there. We are like we want our phones back, the lady was like you have to wait.let me finish all this and i dont know if i will get done with it today. and i am leaving at 4:30 whether i get to it or not...
Lit Beast was walks to me puts her hand on my shoulder and says Im sorry i had to do this. I was like ok.... she walks away. she is #1 on HL. then South's administration. all of them. well maybe not new guy because he seems to be workin good for the school. but everyone else is dead. I didnt get my phone back. I wont be coming to school tomorrow i have AP exam so that means i have to A:explain to my mom why i dont have my phone B:borrow someones to call my parents all tomorrow C:go back to school tomorrow and wait again for my phone and i will not be letting them have it over the weekend they can kiss my shiny white ass.end of story.

This is complete and total shit. it was the last 5 minutes of class. lit beast said she saw me using it then y didnt she take it up then? she went in my purse to get it..thats trespassing. and then now apparently im getting written up for this. i was doing nothing but checking the time. i feel so naked..pissed, and emotional.i havent told silent yet and i really dont want to tell CEO. this is just what i need. Ive already been written up once for " cheating" my freshman year, when i wasnt. and now i have this which makes me look like a total fucking liar and shit and its fucking gay. Its ridiculious. I thought the school couldnt take your phone in the first place i guess they can when it involves testing. Thanks (a.m.] for helping out 4th period. and Boots too but asshold in office said she couldnt just give us our phones because she also had to give us our consequences.whatever the fuck that is going to be. I havent done anything, so i guess just give me my fucking refferal i will serve your gay ass detention and then i will blow up the school =]. nah jk.i will in my mind 189 days left there. then CEO is looking into a job there....... lordy. there are these temptations right now, looking me in the eye...this bottle of pain killers.i dont know what to do. i want to take a handful. i want to just leave.. i hate everything. i hate people.ive always hated people. there are 7 days left of school wat the fuck is wrong with everyone. why am i crying about this. i knew things were to good to be true...